im insane.

It's strange, being surrounded in someone elses world. Pictures, music...music...which communicates so much emotion and stages of life...I don't have any grammer skilks to write down anything going on in my head. God I am so jelous of writers. Poetry...the intercourse of words and sound...creating this new world, body movement slowly blooming ( Read more... )

A warrior must focus his attention on the link between himself and his death. Without remorse or sadness or worrying, he must focus his attention on the fact that he does not have time and let his acts flow accordingly. He must let each of his acts be his last battle on earth. Only under those conditions will his acts have their rightful power. ( Read more... )

J'ai juste écrit une lettre à quelqu'un. Je le trouve drôle que je sais déjà la réponse. Silence. Je veux quelqu'un qui me donnera davantage que le silence. Et s'ils me donnent le silence, je ne veux pas qu'il soit hors de la crainte.

So Robert finally uploaded the photos he took last week when we hanged out. It was pretty fun with the bar hoppin, alchohol, and all kinds of crazy shit. I'm not going to post all, but heres some:

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It's one of the worst feeling I know to sit there and feel hopeless within word barriers. I felt like I was chocking. I wanted to say such a small thing but he made me feel like it was impossible to say it, and even when I tried, I was put down. I was trapped, hurt, and insecure. And with each passing second, I felt more and more insecure. Was ( Read more... )

Yes, tonight- or I should say last night was very bipolar. But me and Janelle looked hot among the mass of gay men at the Cafe club in the Castro. We metup with Effran who we hadn't seen in a long long time. Came home, started a fire (hah), then just went to nan an curry at like 3:30am (24 hours a day baby). I still can't sleep. The food comma ( Read more... )

I met this boy.
I'm scared though...because I'm already nervous. I haven't been nervous in..................................poopooooo on you. I'm going to bed. I'm too much a girl. Hah.
Btw, I'm watching my first episode of Oprah. Thats tv virginity right there. lol

When you are going to have a good time, get your purse jacked (ipod, cell, keys, money, id...yeah), and get incredibly drunk. That was a hard kick in the ass.

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I just finished going grocery shopping and I'm tired as hell. I went everywhere! It was something that had to be done since there was no food at our place. Me and Janelle were just standing in the kitchen helpless most of the time trying to figure out what to make. It wasn't that we didn't have food, it was food you couldn't do anything with... ( Read more... )