I deleted most of my old entries. I find that no good can come from looking to the past. What's done is done, and cannot be changed. It took me years of therapy to realize that. You can't change the past, so put it behind you...and today, I am going to do just that. What my stepfather did to me was just lecherous....but no one can go back and undo ( Read more... )

I dunno if it's just the holidays, or what, but I am feeling really down lately. I know it has a lot to do with missing my family (which includes my friends), especially around this time of year. Today has also just been a really crappy day. I am actually in tears as I write this. Rose is sick....has a fever and is throwing up, and she has never ( Read more... )

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haulsavageinsanity goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as Sexy Schoolteacher.darkpaintedrose tricks you! You get a 3.5-inch floppy disc.emtb20 gives you 3 white strawberry-flavoured wafers.jonjonlucky tricks you! You get a scratched CD.lunarspiral gives you 2 orange strawberry-flavoured wafers.runeblade tricks you! You ( Read more... )

hey all, if anyone still reads this, lol. rose is now 13 mos old, and it's been a wonderful experience so far. there is really nothing in the world like looking at a small child and knowing it depends on you to stay alive....it's actually kinda scary to think of it like that. wow not really much else to say, lol. i guess that might be why i haven't ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a while, been busy being a mommy. My daughter is 8 months old now, and she is crawling so well! Doug's still working nights, but I'm on days now, because Rose would not conform to the nightlife. She is so funny! If she's angry or frustrated, she growls to let you know about it. She puts everything into her mouth and I think ( Read more... )

Like I said, it's been a really, really long time. More than a year I think. A lot has happened since then. First of all, I moved from a shitsplat town in Maryland to a shitsplat town in Colorado. Then I got married to my childhood sweetheart, Doug. We met back up over the internet after not having seen each other for like 3 years. We were ( Read more... )