I'm kicking myself for blowing my chance with a certain girl. I was so close so many times and I never seized the opportunity because I was too scared and now my chance has gone. This'll keep me up for a few nights I'm sure ( Read more... )

I can't decide whether I'm really angry or really sad. The only time I don't feel like this is when I'm with Leggs. More when I'm riding her than when she won't stop wandering and pushes me around with her nose and such ( Read more... )

I can't decide whether I'm really angry or really sad. The only time I don't feel like this is when I'm with Leggs. More when I'm riding her than when she won't stop wandering and pushes me around with her nose and such ( Read more... )

1. Napoleon Dynamite
2. Saw
3. White Noise
4. White Oleander
5. Anger Management
6. 50 First Dates
7. Jason
8. Scream
9. Scream 2
10. Scream 3
11. Scary Movie
12. Scary Movie 2
13. Scary Movie 3
14. American Pie
15. American Pie 2
16. American Wedding
17. Harry Potter
18. Harry Potter 2
19. Harry Potter 3
20. Resident Evil I
21. Resident Evil 2 ( ( Read more... )

It's been almost three weeks.These three weeks have been really hard for me. I've had one of the only things that was keeping me going taken away and you know what? It was all my fault ( Read more... )

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I need friends who don't treat me like shit. Someone who's always there for me, not just when it suits them
I need male friends who don't treat me like a toy.
I need to get away from here, I need freedom.
I need a nice boy...

I can't remember the last time I was this upset for so long. It's funny, I feel so very alone yet I feel this dire need to get away from everyone and be totally on my own ( Read more... )

My GOD men can be confusing. Matt and I...we're friends, but more but we can't be because of the distance, so we're in this totally confusing pergatory ( Read more... )

God I can't even be bothered updating...I have this weird mixture of total frustration and performance anxiety which I don't really want to go into because a) it's too long a story and b) it's strange and very private ( Read more... )