i have pretty much just signed a 2 year+ conntract to live at home. that puts me in this house when i am just about 29 years old. if this doesn't make someone slit wristy i don't know what does...that sounds to me, (right now in my histerical insomniac state) like a death sentence. i will be experiencing my mid life, in my parents home, living ( Read more... )

i had an invigorating dream. it involved hanging out at the jewel. going to a party on keim. getting flowers, and spanish grandparents. there was dijonaise too.

it was great. happy thursday. 5 a 7 tonight?

when i quit the space, i seemed to have quit the blog too...i am bored of the internet. that is a lie, youknow it ( Read more... )

fun day at work today. did crafts, had treats. hmm...what to do with all the failing kids...

i haven't blogged in a thousand years. i am still blah. work is draining. i can't seem to make anyone happy, not even my grade book who attacked me (paper cut style) but not like regular sheet of paper, but the cardstock cover cut me to the point where i should have had stitches and i was pissing blood for hours, well minutes, till i found a ( Read more... )

i know, my life is not pathetic. it's full and rich and wonderful and awesome. but i am in such a funk. i hate feeling this way. hate. i went to the bar tonight and didn't even have the desire to drink i was so bummed out, and everyone at the bar was anooying, save for a few lovelies, the birthday girl, the sister, ang...okay, so mainly it was ( Read more... )

i know i haven't blogged all week. and i am not going to now. i am writing this week off. as soon as it is done, it will be as though it never happened. i am going now to 8th grade registration. which is part of the sucking vat of shite that is this week. more later...i am livid/depressed/psychotic this week. anyone up for getting fucktarded ( Read more... )

i made snow angles today. what is going on tonight? i am showering now. call me. i have funny stories from last night.

new stress. put a live blog feed on the ol' friendster. but it only shows my blog titles on my profile. now, i have to come up with some crative shit every time i blog. pressure. going to the bar tonight, duh...gonna see gio rizzo's band at frankie's? that should be interesting. i am bringing a flask in my purse. the downtown is a bit rich ( Read more... )

hey. today is a teacher work day. no kids equals sooo much work done. i get to wear jeans. and, i get out of there at 1. woot. my boss is taking all of us to lunch at Tango in the ville today. I am psyched for argentinian tapas. i have never had any kind of tapas, and I call myself a spanish teacher (don't tell anyone). anyways. i am ( Read more... )