ive been feeling really sick. but today i have stuff to do! so im gonna get to it!

well i got up early cause i heard my parents leaving but tutns out they havent yet. i cant fall back asleep. im spending the day with hubby because no one else but him called and said hey van hang out with me, so unless people do that no one can blame me for hanging out with him and not them ( Read more... )

WELL ( Read more... )

today is gonna be the last time i go on the ocsa campus for a long time. i have to pick up some tapes and pay for some music and get my report card and shit,and get alex and mike. tomorrow i made myself a disney job interview. i dont know why but my parents are makin me get a job. so i thought hell why dont i just work at disney and be miserable ( Read more... )

wow

im pretty scared

my computers been unpluged til today so i went back and read all my friends posts. everyone seems so sad. i have to say im sad as well but im also coming to relise that moving on is just a part of life. the people that really wanna stay in touch will always be there. so i would like everyone to take a moment and think of anything you would like to ( Read more... )

today i feel like even more shit then i did last night. i feel like the same feeling you get when getting a shot. your scared as hell the whole day then when it happens you cant watch it, then its all over and you didnt feel anything, then you think its over but really the rest of the day you are sick and cant walk. thats how i feel. CICI after ( Read more... )

damnit. tomorrows my last day. well i feel like shit right now. kinda feel like im not a part of anything anymore. i wanna talk to brandi right now. but im gonna sleep and talk 2 her at school.

Savannah

ps dont make fun of me if i cry a lot tomorrow

something really funny about me, i think i double think, if yourve read 1984 youd understand what im talking about. i say one thing and say it so much that it hides what i really feel even to myself. im really scared, not about new kinds of school work or meeting new people or even leaveing my house, im scared that once school starts i will either ( Read more... )

well today starts the begining of the end...3 more days of school. the beach was ok no sunburn or tan :(