im going to the beach today. i hate the beach i dont know why im going. my parents made me feel bad about never hanging out with them so i guess thats why im going. i have so much homework ahhhhhhh they dont get it. i feel kinda sick, like no joke throw up sick!

savannah

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so tonight was really special 2 me and i will remember it forever. hahahhahahahaha i feel like im going to just wake up one day and not stop crying. tonight i cryed at the littlest things. its so hard moveing on and leaving something your not sure is gonna be ok withput you, meaning all the vocal stuff ive had to plan all of these past 2 years, and ( Read more... )

2 days til the choir dinner ( Read more... )

school seems so pointless! i have some mega exams comeing up, gay gay gay gay! seniors dont have to take exams anywhere else but OCSA, thats really lame. i know im a lameass when im counting down the days StarWars comes out, 8 days! YEs. ive always been really dorky about starwars, well i need to get the tickets soon. i better get a move on to ( Read more... )

i got grounded for staying at alexs to late last night so im not aloud out for a while. its cool the only downside is, i had time to sit back and read chris's LJ. its really sad that people can all be that mean to eachother. whatever, im glad that people hate me it proves to me that people are jealous of me and what to be me. today was fun kinda, ( Read more... )

wow ( Read more... )

so i dont know, yesturday i was sad but today i see how stupid i was being. i love to sing and i love music. prom is tomorrow and im so happy. the plans are if you want to totally up to you, meet at my house at 5 to take pictures and jank, leave my house at 6 to eat somewhere on 192, eat, drive to the prom, dance and have fun, go to my house and ( Read more... )

so i feel like shit about states. i sang my heart out and i did my best but it seems like my best isnt good enough. ive wanted to cry all day and now i will. its crazy because i just read what chris wrote about me and on a normal day it would bug me but today i feel like shit anyway so really nothings gonna hurt me more then myself. i kinda want to ( Read more... )

tomorrow i have statesi feel like im not so ready i feel like im a little in the dark its stressing me out ( Read more... )