The number of people I know who have been engaged and/or married 2+ times and are younger than 24 bothers me.

It is amazing how:

1. Good things can wend their way into bad days and make them brighter;
2. Sometimes people are really willing to change, and really do listen to others; and
3.  It is completely possible to be the most miserable and, in some ways, the happiest you've ever been simultaneously.

Hello, livejournal.   I'll update for real sometime.

50 Questions: Kait is bored as shit and avoiding work.

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?

“Well, balls.”

2. How much cash do you have on you?

5 Kroner and some random American coins.  No bills.

3. What’s a word that rhymes with DOOR?

WHORE.

4. ( Read more... )

Someone I knew a very long time ago was killed in a murder[/suicide, they're not sure yet] yesterday, or this weekend.  He was never anything but sunshine and happiness.  I don't understand why this happens.  I wish we could all just be happy. 

The Inferno Festival was amazing.  I love Norway so deeply I do not have words for it. It is, seriously, where I am supposed to be.

I was accepted into the International Summer School, but did not recieve a scholarship. So, I'm loan hunting. Any suggestions for quick cash?

Sometimes, knocking on wood doesn't help.

That is all.

Forty days until Norway.  That means I have the potential to lose 40 more pounds before I set foot on the plane. That would put me at 175 lbs.  Which is, now that I think of it, smaller than I have been in almost a decade. And less than my original goal.  And within 15 lbs of the healthiest weight-range for my height (did I mention I'm magically 5' ( Read more... )

It always feels strange hitting that 30th consecutive hour you've been awake, especially when it comes after three nights of 12 or less hours sleep, cumulative ( Read more... )

Let's see everything that has happened in the past month.

This is not in chronological order, FYI.

-Marco died, more or less for good.  I have my dad's car now.

-Saw Behemoth, which was a really amazing show.  Better than Cannibal Corpse, but not quite as good as Eluveitie/Belphegor.  Better than Vader by years (although that was not Vader's fault ( Read more... )

Marco broke down and someone slashed my mother's tires last night. Happy New Year ( Read more... )

I am incrediably happy ( Read more... )