For those of you who haven't seen him yet, my puppy:

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God, I wish I could talk
but it all sounds so stupid coming out of my mouth in real time
and all it does is bum people out
my thoughts about death
man, it's like they're there all the time, and it just takes something little to bring them out
or the nighttime
or me being alone

God, that aching just never goes away
it's dormant sometimes, and sometimes TV ( Read more... )

I am angry.

I am angry about Monique.

I’m tired of hearing people say that “it was an attack on her family and friends.”

What the crap is wrong with you?

She’s fucking dead, that’s not an attack, that’s an accomplished mission.

I am angry that Mikael doesn’t have a mommy anymore.

I am angry that Monique’s sister, who is my ( Read more... )

Due to how well that went last night (aka, people actually commented lol) I think I'll upload some more photos.  Perhaps ones from Drama?
But this time I'll cut them so I don't overtake anyone's friends page again, mmkay?
        Heh, sorry about that.

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I'm up anyway, I might as well be thinking.
[forgive me when it's random.]
I checked out Dave Becker's artwork tonight, and I just love it so much. 
I love photography and my fingers are aching to have a black and white camera in my hands again.  god I wish I could just be in the photo lab again.
I spent the day sleeping, cuz I can only sleep in the ( Read more... )

I can't believe it. I cannot fucking BELIEVE that someone else died. It's like someone is trying to prepare me for some huge natural disaster, where virtually everyone I know under the age of eighteen is going to die. Whoever the FUCK is supposed to watching over the children down here isn't doing their job. Where are all the guardian angels? ( Read more... )

Do you ever have those nights
when you can't sleep
cuz there's no one there to hold you?

PT. I

1) Using band names, spell out your name:

Beautiful Mistake

Orgy

Nirvana

New Radicals

Incubus

Element 101

Flogging Molly

Ataris

Young and the Useless

2) Have you ever had a song written about you? nope

3) What song makes you cry? ones that make me think about friends I lost along the way…can’t think of a specific one right now

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Have you ever?

51. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? of course

52. Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose? no, actually not. i should remedy this.

53. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? YES!

54. Kissed in the rain? yes

55. Sung in the shower? like it's my job ;)

56. Had a dream that you married someone? maybe? i ( Read more... )