I pray because I have no prayers left.

I am more worthless than a bent penny ( Read more... )

Sorrow eats at my soul like hungry wolves ( Read more... )

1. What did you do in 2007 that you'd never done before?
- took a flight alone

- got a credit card

- lived with someone

- went on depression and ADD meds

- owned a snake

2. Did you keep your new year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
- I don’t remember what they were, but I doubt I kept any of them.

3. Did anyone close to ( Read more... )

So Victor Garber passed within a foot of me on Sunday on the street, lol.  It was so strange.  At first I was like, "I know that guy."  And then I realized who he was...he was with a friend near the Symphony stop on the Green Line, and they got into a cab and drove off.  I'm positive it was him because I was with thirty people who all also saw him ( Read more... )

Peace used to come in the form of people for me.
(the understanding between a friend and I could make all the difference)
Now that's not true anymore.
Many that I love the most are far away, and the distance has forced me to be less dependent on them.
(but then again, it's like I haven't quite found a place yet that I can now put my need for dependence ( Read more... )

I can’t believe it’s been three years already.

It feels like an eternity and a time warp all at once.

If you were alive now, you’d be in college this year.

I hate that you never got the chance to get older.

I’d trade places with you in a second, if it meant you could live.

Especially since I feel like you appreciate the value of life a lot ( Read more... )

So I feel like I never update when I'm feeling okay.  Today was pretty decent, maybe a little work-filled, but not overall bad ( Read more... )

it's a big girl world now ( Read more... )

I am so tired of everything I am.
Just so disgusted and unhappy and unfulfilled.
I feel like each year just sucks more, as we all grow up and make retarded decisions.
Only a small percent seem to make it and be okay and be happy, even through sorrow.
The rest of us are stuck on this precipice just waiting to dive into the depression awaiting us.
I ( Read more... )