where am I. it has been so long. I forgot how to trust a journal, its been taken so many times. I hope no one finds my ramblings. I feel like i live two separate lives. the lines start to blur and i quickly separate the two. should i keep dividing the lines or shall i finally let the equation in my brain connect the two. how can i allow it ( Read more... )

my boss hates me for some unknown reason. my professor took me down a grade because i only cited a reference... instead of attatching it to the god damn paper even though she said what i had was fine... i have a 500-600 dollar ticket coming my way and a possible court date. but i have a cross bow. all is well.

You got a fast car ( Read more... )

i really dont know where my life is going right now and that really scares me.

they say im still alive. do i believe them? no.

The signs up. it's really official this time. when the house sells i move. what sucks is i dont even know when that will be. so i couold move tomorrow and i could move in 3 months... so get me while you can.

"sometimes you just have to walk away"

im moving. its for sure this time. my dad and i are moving to porterville. the house must be listed in one week, well less then one week now. this is quite possibly going to be the hardest thing ive had to do in my short lived life.

R.I.P. Mary Lou

i have bangs. that's code for ill be returning to crazy again.

im hungry and tiered. and in class

So you're trying to be a good person now? whats that, you're changing the ways that you once loved in order to have a good life ( Read more... )