I took it out. I realized there are htings in life that are worth fighting for and others that arent worth losing things over.

I feel like such an idiot for fighting for this because it is so pointless. I dont know. I do miss it.

But at least now i can get my license.

have you ever seen one of those movies where they pan around from charecter to charecter at the same time and all of them are so upset and fucked up inside about the same thing but from different views? Not a single one of them knows how to handle it either ( Read more... )

everyone wants somehting. its not my job to give it to them. have fun with that.

I cannot find a way to describe it ( Read more... )

Go die in a barn

no

do it

no

do it now

gimme 15 minutes

no stop procrastinating

but theres no barn near here?

stop making excuses

fine damnit... ill go die in a barn

i thought i woudlnt be given more then i could handle? is this screw me over week or something? this hurts so fucking bad and theres nothing i can do about it. i didnt choose this. fuck. im done.

I keep walking home at 12pm on the weekends.

At least i get home ha.

Ehh.

I belong in a toilet.

i tend to be happier in the day then at night even though i like night better.

so many things went wrong but now there mainly right again.

i realized how much my friends mean to me, that happens when you almost lose one.

life... is life.

<3 August

I'm one hell of a shitty friend.

so... i play a show tomorrow night. it will be my fourth show. not fourth with this band, well 3rd with this band. im scared because a lot of people will be there. i dotn even know all of the words yet. of well. i hopefully will by 11 pm tomorrow night

i best get to memorizing and typing. Good night and God bless

<3
laura