The universe is telling us we don't belong together. It's almost become funny. In astrology, Capricorn and Leo DO NOT go together. We aren't supposed to get along or like each other. In Chinese zodiac, the only person the snake (me) is supposed to avoid is the pig (him). I almost worry that this has become a sort of game for me, a challenge if you ( Read more... )

I've got entirely too much on my mind right now. I can't seem to get anything done ( Read more... )

I've realized my livejournal makes me sound crazy.

i am a pro at letting myself down. I have such high expectations for anything good that comes my way. i think I have a new job... but I don't think that's the case anymore. I am interested in someone... but he has proven unreliable. it's so aggravating.  I hate that I get so excited. I should have learned by now... good things tend to not last very ( Read more... )

Been a while since I posted I guess. I've got a lot on my mind right now- friends, family, money, school, etc etc ( Read more... )

I need to get help for this.

Sometimes I think I'm a really awful person. I can literally sit there and listen to a friend talk, all the time thinking "I don't care. At all." Seriously... I don't care that your dumb boyfriend went to jail. All you talk about is him and school. It's lame and boring ( Read more... )

You desperately want to believe in karma, for the idea of cause and effect is what keeps you on the straight and narrow path. You want to know that if you do your job, success will follow. But life does not come with any guarantees, so just do the absolute best you can, whether or not you see any positive results right away ( Read more... )

I feel so angry and lonely. I don't even feel like I can put my feelings into words. So I'll let Incubus do it for me.

No, You're not the first to fall apart
But always the first one to complain
You better get careful or you'll compromise everything You are

The world is a drought when out of love
Please come back to us
You're all of the above
I'm ( Read more... )

I just realized today that nearly every single one of my friends is dating someone. Fuck. I'm lonely.