Why do I feel so uncomfortable in my own skin?

Growing up is hard.

Do you know anyone who is very, very shy?
not really. most everyone i know is pretty obnoxious.

Are you one of those people who laughs at scary movies?
NO! im such a wuss.

Is anyone upset with you right now?
yeah... :/ I still feel kinda bad about it.

What kind of mood are you in right now?
pretty good. waiting to get out of here and to the ( Read more... )

1. Are you smiling?
neg. which means i probably look mad

2. Have you ever kissed anyone named Josh?
ha. a time or 2.

3. What is irritating you now?
Nothing really. I just want this day to fast forward!!

4. When did you last eat pizza?
Um... Saturday at a work meeting

5. Have you ever been camping?
Yes! <3

6. Do you have any friends who are famous?
ha. im ( Read more... )

( Procrastination at its finest... )

Maneater, make you work hard ( Read more... )

I swore to myself I would not let this happen. I would not let feelings develop past a physical line. And I'm afraid to say that I think that is beginning to happen. He makes it hard for me to remain indifferent towards him. It's hard to not scream in his face, "Shoulda picked me!" He's always complaining about this crazy girlfriend of his. I'm not ( Read more... )

1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING?
-ha. um no.

2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
- 1 year. on the dot.

3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?
-I'm not even sure. A wallet for my birthday? Or the rice my sister brought me today?

4. EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE?
- All the time. I can't have nice things.

5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?
- Saturday morning.

6. THING(S) YOU ( Read more... )

Well, another yeat has passed us by. I can't say I'm sad to see it go. 2009 was not my best year ever. I'm ready to start a new chapter with new goals. I'll leave the past where it belongs ( Read more... )

It's so difficult for me to not be a total cynic about love and relationships. Any of the past opportunities for love that I've had have just shit on me. I feel like I've tried every tactic I can think of. I've been clear about what I want, I've been patient and waited for them to come around. I've demanded a certain level of respect. I just can't ( Read more... )