Wow. That felt good. :o)  Standing up for myself and demanding some respect.  I need to stop this fatal attraction to any guy with some sort of addiction to substances. I couldn't tell you why I always go for them, they just tend to draw me in somehow. I finally had enough. It's a shame. I actually enjoyed his company and spending time with him. ( Read more... )

So listen up ( Read more... )

Where's mine? When is it my turn? I feel like everyone has someone.  I'm painfully lonely. I can't remember the last time I have felt like this. I crave some sort of attention and admiration. I hate that about myself. I hate that I always need someone, something.  I have a burning desire to be needed, wanted, loved. Of course, I don't expect these ( Read more... )

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

What if he asked for your secret, not your number?

Stop expecting change, he's just a lost cause that you're waiting on.

Get it through your thick head, Rebecca. 

Here I sit on Christmas eve, my birthday only hours away. And I am not happy.  I'm actually feeling rather disappointed ( Read more... )

To dream that you are cuddling with someone, indicates your need for physical and/or emotional contact. Do not overlook the obvious meaning of this dream which suggests your heart's desire for that particular person. Also consider the symbolism of that person you are cuddling with and determine how you need to ( Read more... )

I want someone to cuddle with.

hmph.

I try to be supportive, I really do. But sometimes it is so damn hard. I sit here watching one of my best friends date this totally shitty guy.  He's annoying as fuck.  Seriously... super needy and whiney and LAZY and super sketchy.  It just makes me so mad. He makes all these empty promises he rarely follows through on. He's a big talker with ( Read more... )