there are a lot of things i need to work on. self improvement isnt always the easiest thing to accomplish. but at this point i just want to feel better about myself, and actually feel like this ground is for me to walk upon. i just dont want to ruin things for myself and others because of my capabilities. i hate feeling incapible at something that ( Read more... )

i never thought id ever come to this point in my life. but i feel dead to new music. i remember the days, where id fall in love with a cd left and right. from incubus, to cursive, to the mars volta, to the good life, to denali, and now... i cant find anything for me to get hooked on. it sounds retarded but i just want to have a fresh new disk, ( Read more... )

its been so long. i guess myspace is the ultamate ruler of online whores... like myself. anyhow. i love vans, mac computers, friends, playing shows, and papabear. im having a ball, and im afraid of school, cause my life will soon envolve a real schedule, but im excited cause ill finally learn how to do my hair. bring it on. by the way, if you want ( Read more... )

oh whose psyched for a new project ....oh thats right me. ive been jamming out with the lovely robert jack and ex-armada drummer cameron raubeson. if theres any any bass players out there ready to rock like whoa then drop a line. p.s. im still very much involved with the girls too

i now feel so dead.
no.
no.
no.

fuck what happens in the end, im not falling into the idealistic all american lifestyle that "wiser" people are trying to inflict upon me. yup ok, finish high shcool and then rush into college, get on with that and get a job and pay all the bnill you then will owe! work for 45 years straight, buy a raised ranch in a classy country neighborhood and ( Read more... )

i now feel so alive.
yes.
yes.
yes.

i wake up, and the day feels broken
i tilt my head, im trying to get an angle.

i dont want to be dorment, but i fear that it is what i have become. unspeakably asleep with my eyes open. only the shell of a girl could drone on ( Read more... )

From nightclub to rave... from juice bar to discotheque... Simon and Milo immerse themselves in the underbelly of the weekend... after finding Simon facedown in his own banana milkshake... Milo saw that his friend had given up... then... a great unseen voice descended from the heavens and announced... "Simon and Milo... it seems you have lost your ( Read more... )