i hate it when it ends.

i ate me first orange. i took it off the tree, peeled it, took the peices and ate it. this is a new step in my life. now i just need to learn how to shuffle a deck of cards.

i can't read expressions anymore. this is going to be much harder than i thought. i don't know what to say. i don't accept the fact that i can't make things better.

someone tells me its all happening at the zoo.

it is all happening so incredibly fast. life just needs to slow down and take a breather.

i failed to say what my summer entailed. let's see if you can guess my adventures ( Read more... )

i need nature.

i am ready to go home. i do not want to be around my family anymore, i want to be able to call home, i want to feel like somebody cares about me, i want to know what people are saying when they speak to me, i want some apple juice and an avacado, i would like to be genuinly hugged, and i want to find the apostrophe on this damn keyboard!

i am so tired of this. it just keeps happening. each time i try to mend it and it helps for a little while, then cycle just begins all over again. i don't know what i want to do. i know what i am expected to do and that just makes it worse. its crazy how much someone you love can throw you all over the place. then another loved one can mend it all ( Read more... )

i can't believe all i thought about was shoelaces. why can't that be the way my first impressions still work?

the mouse in the house with five cats and a dog is now dead. she was no longer able to cheat death. this morning her fate was met and now, i ponder why things like this happen to animals like that. where did all the good people go? i called my mom to console me. i am going to bury "mouse in house with 5 cats and dog" (just a little nick-name i ( Read more... )