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Peace Out Eljay!

I am trying to be straight haired Patrice.  It's weird, even my co workers at the credit union agree its a more conservative Patrice.  Which ultimately is a bad thing.  I tried on a new Patrice mask that I don't know if I like, pardon my pathetic attempt to escape, but I figured it attempt-worthy.  I will be curly haired Patrice sooner than later ( Read more... )

Dudes can't handle a girl with a job, education, and her own apartment.  I am the only girl I know that is this established.  So whatever, if dudes want the pathetic dependent girls who still live with their parents whatever.  Have 'em, maybe they are a good fuck ( Read more... )

A lot of me really hates myself right now.  Maybe if I did everything different I would still be happy and in love.  I don't know, I feel like I have no choice but to let go.  Its not just a person I am letting go of though.  Its a big part of myself I am letting go of as well.  I just want him to be the one holding me every night,  I don't want to ( Read more... )

I have been listening to a lot of AFI.  It makes me remember when I was 15 and didn't give a fuck about anything.  Of course, it relates exactly to what I feel at this very moment, behold.

There's a tear in my heart where the blood ran out.
There's a tear in my heart where the love ran out.
I thought we worked, pushed toward the same ends,
I'll never ( Read more... )

I'm a good person right ( Read more... )

My world has fallen apart.

Life is amazing right now ( Read more... )

Prioritize.

Knit a various orders for people.
Germany, this summer.
Lose 10 lbs
Chicago- Masters Degree.
Apply to modeling Agency
Highlight hair

Now I am not really one to believe in things like karma, but in this instance, I think karma is kicking me in the ass ( Read more... )