[Grab for Porcelain. But it's too fragile to hold. And it shatters in our hands. In time the seasons will seal these shards. Into the slits that denote your wrists.]

a little Thursday for ya.

eh, i almost died tonight. i probably wouldnt of cared if i was in the car alone.

you rock. <33

this is me!

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I'm so disgusted with everything I've become.

I realized today I don't even know you.

I suddenly feel extremely childish.

[I think it’s your fault.]

Scratching at my skin does nothing.

I didn't realize how lost I was until I looked down at the stars on my shoes and heard them call my name. I walked into the room and sat down all by myself.

He told me there was help.

i didn't believe him. How could I?

Strangely enough I just want a fucking cigarette.

And something to take my mind off of this.

there is this empty feeling inside me. and with every word out of your mouth it just gets bigger and bigger.

why do i just sit here and let you do this to me. you would think after once i would realize it. tell me im meaningless again. just do it.

i just wanna hang out with lovely. take that.

at first i couldnt wait to talk to you online.

now i cant wait to see you again.

[dont mess with the rules. kid.]

for some reason i dont think waking up will be so hard tomorrow.

and that is a scary thing.

i dont want to be the one to mess anything up.

i dont want to be weak anymore.

im hiding so much.

this is just how ive always

So much of you is a mystery to me.

Maybe thats why I'm so intrigued.

Out of everyone I know you are the only one I want to talk to.

Do you find that strange? It might be.

[ ButIhopenot.]

im feeling very belittled today.
very alone. very secluded. i cant seem to find anyone that understands. i suppose i wont.

here are some pictures.

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