One of these days I really am just going to fucking kill myself, and get this over with, because I swear that is what my mother is trying to drive me to.

are you ready for the latest my mother is fucking batshit? so my mom calls me, knowing i went with tiff to the hospital today, because her mom had a heart attack and was having surgery, and that i was you know being supportive fo rmy friend she calls me at like 5:15 and is like "where are you" "at tiffani's house" "oh, well when are you comin home ( Read more... )

My cat loves me. Maybe a bit too much. She is always waiting for me when I get home, she follows me to the bathroom, because seriously that is the first thing that I do when I get home form anywhere. I fucking refuse to urinate in a public bathroom unless my bladder is going to explode inside my body and leak urine and eventually kill me. If I do ( Read more... )

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I think that God throws me these curve balls just to see how high I can jump...

I guess it's meant to be ( Read more... )

I often think that I am far too crazy for any of this. But then I see some sort of bright shining light and the crazy feeling fades into the darkness along with my rage and things just seem fine. One of my very best friends wrote something the other day, and I would like to do my best to quote it: "It's like I am at a war, and everyone is the enemy ( Read more... )

I don't know where I've been or how long since my last fucking entry but im losing my God damn mind ( Read more... )

So I bought this ped egg thing a while back, its to like ... keep your feet smooth and such, and she wanted to use it today, so I said ohkay ( Read more... )

As I lay here on the bed with my laptop, fighting the sleeping pills I took an hour ago, I find myself lost in slight thought. These thoughts originally entered my head over an hour ago as well. I sit here trying to figure myself out ( Read more... )