ok, so today was bad. don't want to complain on here though, so i won't ( Read more... )

Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter.
Martin Luther King Jr.

i'm just not going to talk ever again. no talking about my problems. no talking about anything. because whatever i say, or do, or think; i'm just an idiot. fucking dumbest person alive. why the fuck do i bother? why?

i just got home from dinner..and considering joanna and becky are the only ones who read this..i thought i'd write about them. after sitting for what felt like YEARSSSSSSS waiting to get a table, we did. i was beyond hungry. i think i've figured us out. i am definatly the funny idiot, people smart in the group. joanna is the love-struck, really ( Read more... )

you know how when you're in a bad mood for so long, but you have this one amazing day, and your revitalized. and you feel like nothing can knock you off your feet. nothing can bring you down. today was that day for me. today was one of those days where i think there is someone looking down on me ( Read more... )

i started this new thing to try and make my day go by easier, and make me feel better when i'm in school. i am the type of person who will hold the door, even if the person is 30 feet away. the type of person who would be too lazy to get up and get you a drink, but do it anyways, and use my own money. i figured out that the one thing that makes me ( Read more... )

i have a million things to do right now but i am so stressed out right now that i need to relax and get it off my chest. i haven't written in a long time and i think that it was a bad idea for me to stop. i need writing. i need to get things out of my head. although writing only gets it out of my head for a little while, it's better than nothing i ( Read more... )

Vacation: Shocking how a week of perfect bliss and happiness can come to such a sudden halt. That’s right: it was back to school for me. I find it odd how most bad things happen all at once, and good things are completely sporadic. I find it odd how I am such a different person when I don’t go to school. I find it odd how I fit so well in what I ( Read more... )

In '05, I have learned many things; most invaluable, but some decently useable. One of them being:
everyone is a huge fucking disappointment.

Wow, that was a BAD way to start off an entry. Oh well...

This vacation has been absolutely great. Most of the time, extremely ( Read more... )

I have finally figured out the essence in life. It seemed to me that it took forever to find, but at the age of 15, that's young to some. Some people in the 40's are just finding out their meaning, how to live the life. I guess you can say I’m pretty lucky. I’m beginning to figure out how I think, and using it to my advantage. I’m calling this ( Read more... )

well, joanna and becky have gotten me back into livejournal-land. yes, i made that one up myself ( Read more... )