He told me something I was not expecting..now I have a lot to think, about. But I love him so it won't change much..I just have to think and be there for him because he loves me and I love him...just ..yea. BUt we are good and are not breaking up or anyhything like that. Just...yea..::sigh::...

I love Brandon. And he loveses me too. We are going to get engaged then marry eachother. I hate my papa john. I am NOT A damn schitzo..

Things got a little complicated today. I hurt Brandon's feelings today so I felt like crap for half the day. I just wish I could get over crap. I regret what he has done because I will never be able to have all of him. SHe will always have a peice of him that I want. I don't want him belonging to any other. I hate it. It makes me want to scream. I ( Read more... )

yesterday I went home with brandon and we went to his church. I got home late though so I didn't feel like updating. He is one tricky guy that Brandon...haha ( Read more... )

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I started reupholstering my chair and I have it all the way stripped and I cut out the fabric pieces to the right sizes so next I have to put on all of the new batting and then make welting and then tack/sew it all together ( Read more... )

Now he is questioning whether he wants to go to the army or the navy. The navy has better benefits so I am told so I think that is what he is going to do. Plus in the army you cannot live on base if you are married and in the navy you can. I guess that is a big deal to him ( Read more... )

I am so sick of your damn bullshit. Why did you take me from a happy place into this hell?!
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well since there isn't any school this damn week and Brandon's ass has to work every day for the rest of this week..we don't get to spend the 19th together ( Read more... )