yesterday, while lying on the beach, dustin told me that he appreciates our relationship more than any other one that he's had and that he loves how we are friends as well as lovers.
shortly after that, we talked about getting a place together.

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so i went to my very first interview yesterday ( Read more... )

i went shopping yesterday and got a bunch of clothes that i would wear for an interview or an office job which i intend on getting here in the near future. i also had to buy tha carter III because, you know.. it's lil wayne.. and i gotta have it. i got the one with the bonus disc too. HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRISCILLA!! no more teenie weenies! man, i wish ( Read more... )

i hope everyone that i love is happy. after coming up here and reconnecting with my family, it made me realize how precious life is. looking at old pictures of my parents together and happy, and me so little, loved by people i dont even talk to or know anymore. pictures of me being hugged and kissed by deceased family members... so from now on, all ( Read more... )

so i live in CT now. one day i just decided to do something, and this was my decision. it costed my mom like $1200 dollars, but i think it'll be worth it. since i had to see my long-time-ill father, who went to nebraska yesterday. and my cousins danny, dexter, and dylan who are now 11, 8 and 6. man theyre awesome. theyre so funny. dexter is playing ( Read more... )

i barely ewver tell you my life anymore, but it's going all right. i told some guy i was all right today and he told me "no, actually, you're half left" i guess hes used it many times before because when i laughed he was like "you're the first person whose actually gotten it." well maybe you shouldnt talk to so many dumbasses ( Read more... )

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Oop... I almost forgot. I won't be able to make it fellas. Jeremy and I trying this new fad called uh, jogging. I believe it's jogging or yogging. it might be a soft j. I'm not sure but apparently you just run for an extended period of time. It's supposed to be wild.

not really

as long as you enjoy pizza, beer, and getting rowdy, you qualify ( Read more... )