so i realized that im a really really bad girlfriend / lover ( Read more... )

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im pretty excited because last night i hung out with kaleigh (it had been years) and wore this exciting as hell new jacket (post the pics kay-leeeeee ( Read more... )

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i got a new cell phone
its cingular because verizon doesnt even work at my house
and cingular has full bars in my bed!!!

anyway i had to change the number but the last four digits
are the same

so its 912-8362
give me a call i have an amazing plan

me and chriss talk free!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im trying this new thing where i laugh instead of crying so much
so in this entry im primarily trying to make myself laugh
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chriss just left
we had a really good weekend
i really want him to be mine in all permanence
everything is complicated
except our simple love
unconditional
a part of my soul is driving away from me
but i hold in my hand the secret to happiness

Chriss's little brother matthew is in the hospital with bacterial meningitis :(
but they think he will be ok after a week of rest in the hospital and a couple of weeks on medication. Thats so fortunate! Get well fast Matthew!
He is the sweetest little boy ive ever met.

I love you chriss!!!!!