do you know what it feels like when your best friend hates you?
do you know how that feels?
i just stopped walking looked over
and said quietly "why do you hate me so much ( Read more... )

there's nothing left of me

i wanted this or that
but i went there
i didnt know what or who or why
you knew why
of all the things in the world to know
you knew why
my why
you saw it

I DIDNT KNOW I COULD FEEL SO GOOD

your feelings for me are like a sticker ( Read more... )

my forsaken strain as is follows ( Read more... )

softball practice.nothanks
this doesnt count as my entry for today i have another, very important
very important

i dont want to lay here no more

i want to see you crumble and fall and scream like i do ( Read more... )

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this is getting really really bad guys
its almost as if one can shatter and strain simultaneously

its something i had depended on for four years
an excuse for hating myself

now all i can hold onto is grief

( sweet sweet innocence )