These last few days have been bad. I had a panic attack Wednesday night/ Thursday morning. I thought I'd recovered and could go to work today, apparently I was wrong. I had to ask to come home, I'm not as bad as I was Wednesday night, but I was heading in that direction ( Read more... )

Well I'm mainly posting because I'm upset and need to write something I may follow this up with a poem or two afterwards. Therin's gone out with a friend and a friend of her friend, and will probably end up consuming a drink or two. As you know I am violently against alcohol, and Therefore I am a bit upset. Last time she went out(which is the first ( Read more... )

Hi I'm actually updating. *waves* Remember when I used to update often? Then there was that whole update war with Nicole ( Read more... )

Sooooooo I am 95% likely to be moving to Rhode Island in March. Plans have been changed around so that now we are going to live in Rhode Island for a year then move to Pennsylvania get residency and send her off to school. Plans are that they Drive down during spring break. We pack my stuff up in two cars and head back ( Read more... )

Therin is not here. She should be here. She won't be here till Friday. My hair has surprised me. I miss Therin. Therin has a good mother.

Soooooooo I had a dream about Cassie's wedding? only I was aware of how James was controlling her life so thoroughly. Anyway they came out and everybody was in this big oval siting in cheap metal Chairs. James stopped and talked to Cheddar who was sitting across from me. Then I saw Cassie and she was, well she was in a wedding dress and wearing ( Read more... )

well a day or two my main hard drive died. The only OS I had was windows XP which I installed, my brother found a serial for me then I sent Therin my list of serials once I got things running and she sent it back to me so I could upgrade and such. Evan should be bringing me my dvd of Vista 64 soon. Oh right continuing on. When I installed XP I ( Read more... )

I miss Therin. A Lot. I think it may be why I don't feel like doing anything. because I miss her so much. I know I don't usually need reasons for it, but I didn't have her before. Maybe they're unrelated, but I really really really miss her a lot.

I haven't posted in a while, of course neither has anyone else really. Therin has but I'm mainly talking about the geeks ( Read more... )

Today at the dreaded place. Tera's husband gave me a cheap (but still nice) replica of King Peter's (Narnia) Sword. It's pretty nice. Sure it has a plasticy metal pommel and naugahyde wrapped handle with plastic decoration bits, but It's a sword so I can practice blocking and keeping the blade straight and stuff ( Read more... )