So before I left for school I semi promised myself that I would stop writing in here... but I think having an online journal is one of those irresistable temptations. When you have a bad day, you don't have to bore people with the details, you can vent to the computer and pretend someone cares. So here I am. There is no possible way that I could ( Read more... )

I can't believe I'm leaving. Tell me it's a dream. I never thought this day would ever come -- and to some extent, I still don't think it will. I was talking to Meris today and she just put it so poignantly -- 'I am dreading the moment the door to my dorm room closes behind my mother.' (or something to that extent). That sound will be the ( Read more... )

Yesterday was... nothing short of ridiculous. I seriously wasn't planning on having any sort of get together when I stayed home from going Up North with my family... it just sort of spontaneously happened last night. I guess the original intent was just to have a few people over, have some cocktails, get a little tipsy, and then play board games ( Read more... )

So I guess it's back to reality for me. Vacation has been... lots of things. I'm sitting here in the lobby of our hotel in Great Falls (quite possibly the only place in the entire state of Montana that has internet access) typing this entry and hiding from my family. For the past week and a half I have been so isolated -- so cut off from the ' ( Read more... )

So I'm at work again... updating my journal on the sly. Oh the hazards of working at a computer ( Read more... )

I'm at work right now. Shh... don't tell. I've just been feeling so... restless lately. In the best possible way. I'm usually so freakin' responsible -- I do what I'm told, I get good grades, I make basically good decisions, I have two effing jobs... I am seriously straight edge ( Read more... )

Finally, at last! All my hopes, my dreams, and my prayers have come true! GUESS who I saw together at the gas station with U-Haul truck full of their belongings, by all appearances eloping to some more accepting state. GUESS!!!

okay. you'll never get it.

Tom Staudt and Seth Meyer. No joke. Okay so I don't know that the U-Haul was full ( Read more... )

So I suppose I've gone from not updating enough, to updating too much. Hey, it's summer! I do what I want ( Read more... )

Today was a good day ( Read more... )

hmm. i wrote an entry last night, and then deleted it this morning. if you did happen to read it in the short time it was up, all the sentiments hold true, i just decided that starting the drama really wasn't worth it. that's it.