life = mass chaos and confusion.

so... I feel so different. Everything is so different. I feel like nothing is how it used to be. I don't have the reassurances I used to have in life. Everything is unknown. But for some reason, it doesn't seem wrong to me. There's something about it alll, that makes it all right...that which I have yet to figure ( Read more... )

L.A. lights never shine quite as bright as in the movies
Still wanna go
There's something here
In the way, in the way that we're constantly moving
Reminds you of home
So you've taken these pills
For to fill up your soul
And your drinking them down with cheap alcohol
I might be inclined to be yours for the taken
And part of this terrible mess that you're ( Read more... )

Since 2005 is almost over and so much has happened in such a so short a time, I think it is appropriate to recap this past year...well the important things at least in my life.

This is not in chronological order:

-Mrs. Eitel's passing

-The amazingly awesome play

-Band Trip.....oh band trip.

-Our Amazing french video

-My 16th Bday in New York

-Dan ( Read more... )

So I just wrote a whole livejournal entry and it got deleted.

WOW.

We write to apologize.
We ask to look past life as it goes by.
I know you have sacrificed time,
Life, love, time to fly.
Please consider all things trite,
Forgiveness will be the thing that gets us by.
I know to have something like this
Broken is hard to fix.

Embers, we’re ( Read more... )

What would you do if I sang out tune?
Would you stand up and walk out on me?
Lend me your ears and I'll sing you a song
I will try not to sing out of key, yeah
Oh, baby I get by with a little help from my friends
By with a little help from my friends.
All I need is my buddies
By with a little help from my friends
I said I'm gonna get by with a little ( Read more... )

long enough?

So this year has been fun. Kind of. Band is almost over...yes...These past three weeks have been amazingly fun. I've hardly been home. First was homecoming and that was amazing. I went with matty and we both looked amazing. Afterwards, we went to the D'arino's. Very fun. we selpt over there and woke up the next morning to joe playing ( Read more... )

let's see, band camp is over. We had a good run...got a lot done. Meg and I are going to audition for the solo...yerp. On wednesday I went to see 40 year old virgin with a bunnnnnnnnch of people. It wasfun. But know what sucks really bad? Nothing actually. Haha. thursday and friday I babysat and friday night Iwen to a bluegrass festival. it was ( Read more... )

So I am officially excited for this season. Officer elections were yesterday and I'm the new secretary. It's so cool! Sure, I get the job that does all of the work, but hey, I like doing that stuff! I've been trying really hard to make sure everyone's morale is up. On and off the field. It's been hard though, being out in the heat having Skeeter ( Read more... )

First things first..I'm crying right now. So deal with the complaining and putting oneself down. I am honestly considering resigning as woodwind Coord. because really, No one repects my position. Skeeter treats me like i'm his bitch, and Tom thinks I'm retarded and am incapable of holding a Goddamn sectional without his fucking input! And rachel,I ( Read more... )

I'm getting desperate again...I swear I'm the most pathetic person I know. I can't seem to get it right. It seems like everything that I could possibly ever need in life..is righ there, staring me in the face, but for some reason, it remains transparent. I want to lose weight, but everything I try doesn't work..kind of makes me want to revert back ( Read more... )