Changing ( Read more... )

I've been plagued all weekend. And, sometimes it helps me to write my feelings down. I apologize if it's unorganized or messy, but here goes ( Read more... )

 Good news ( Read more... )

It is WAY too late, but I gotta get this out.

Why do things have to get worse before they get better?
Why do we need rainy days in order to appreciate the sunny ones?
Why is it that we never truly feel "good" until after having experienced pain?
Is it too much to ask to avoid the bad stuff and still appreciate the good?
When do we reach the point and ( Read more... )

This apartment is really big and lonely without anyone else here. I feel like that feeling would disappear completely if you were here. I have Netflix, but I'd rather have you here, sitting next to me ( Read more... )

 I miss you.

I love you.

Thats all.

 So yeah, a new car sounds amazing right about now. Bought a new part today, hoping to fix the car. When I turned the key, we found out the battery is low. So, we attempted to jump-start it, and the car wouldn't turn over. Ben seems to think it has to do with the fuel pump, and we're hoping it's just the sensor. We'll see. He brought up the idea of ( Read more... )

 Woke up today to my phone ringing. BJ was calling me, asking if I wanted to go to the Salem fair with him and Kevin. Kevin and I had already decided the night before that we were going to go, but I played along anyway. I told him I'd love to, and went back to bed for the remaining 15 minutes before the alarm I had set (buh). Woke up again after ( Read more... )

 Kitty ( Read more... )

 Kitty,

I couldn't sleep until I got this out of my head and onto here so that you could read it. It's only been 12 hours since you left, and I already miss you. In fact, I missed you the minute you left. I'm already counting down the days until I get to see you again. My room is cold without you here, next to me.

I had an okay day, celebrating Tim's ( Read more... )