what the fuck is wrong with me?!?

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i think there's something wrong with me. for the last week, my poop has been smelling like moth balls. it's never smelled that way before ( Read more... )

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i had really weird dreams last night... one was extremely vivid ( Read more... )

there is something inside of me... something big and dark and looming... and it is waking... and i am crying. what is this? i feel so much rage and hatred and seething... like a dark heavy liquid pouring endlessly, never stopping...

i want to it come... but i don't know what to do with it...

how can i be happy?

i fucking HATE my job...

zach starts his first day of work today! ^_^ i'm so happy he got a job-eeeee ( Read more... )

updated the lj colors today, and also changed the style and colors for the friend's page and calendar page.

let me know if you like it or not, or leave some suggestions. :)

tonight i went and watched "the ring". it was good in it's own right, but there were alot of things about the movie that left me unsatisfied. i liked the picture as a visual image, but the content didn't impress me ( Read more... )