Doing much better. It just took one day of breakdown, a good nights sleep, and then on Friday I was perfectly fine. While a year might not be long enough for me to stop caring completely, what it has done is allowed my downtime to be shortened significantly. I guess that's something to be thankful for.

From the Daily Om:

Feeling StuckWhen we feel stuck in our lives it’s important to take stock of what is going on and find out if there is something we are doing or not doing that is keeping us stuck. Sometimes the situation is out of our control, and we need to look within to find the patience required to wait with equanimity until things move ( Read more... )

I have been having a lot of back pain lately, so I went to the doctor, got x-rays, and found out I have scoliosis. I told them that it may be spina bifida related, but they kept saying that it would have been diagnosed during childhood (to which I responded that was untrue as my mother wasn't diagnosed until she was in her 40's ( Read more... )

There are a lot of things I want to believe in, but I'm still having doubts ( Read more... )

I think I am going to try to go eat my lunch outside if it is warm enough. I need to figure out some way to get out of this funk. I don't feel like doing anything, I'm always tired, but can't get a full night's rest, and just feel generally blah. ( Small amount of relationship crap )

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I was looking over my past few journal entries and realized most of it is really depressing. My life really isn't that bad. I guess I just use this as an outlet to let some steam off. Hopefully this week will bring some happy things to post wonderful posts about.

Today was a good day.

Once I got my bickets out of bed, I managed to have a pretty productive day. So far, I've:
*done all my laundry
*vacuumed and cleaned out the inside of my car
*bought a book about sewing for $3.99 and another about yoga for $7.99 in the bargain book section of Borders
*ate a decent meal for the first time in about 3 days at Sweet TomatoesWith the ( Read more... )