life is ghetto.
today i've realized
that if i could change some things
i definitely would

yeah, i most definitely have not gotten on livejournal in the longest time. i remember when this place used to be my life, all i ever did was get on Lj and what not ( Read more... )

well things have been weird lately.
i haven't been taking my medication so i've been up and down, but i'm learning how to hide it again. i'm just good like that. i don't know, so many things confuse me lately. i just don't know what to do with myself anymore.

things are going pretty good here lately.
i guess.

me and my mom got in a huge fight, but that solved itself
i hung out with ryan pretty much all day today
&as soon as mark gets home... i get to go see adam
he is playing guitar
&i ♥ him!!!!

yay.

why can i not stop crying?

i fucking hate everything right now.

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well things have been rather interesting lately ( Read more... )

hahahahahahahaha

FUCK LIFE

i think i'm going crazy

i hate boys
and being confused
and feeling really shaky
like i could pass out any moment

god i broke down last night
and sat on my bedroom floor and just cried for hours
and i don't even know why
it was so bad.

&i feel like i'm gonna do it again tonight
&i don't even know why. this sucks.

hm. this weekend was pretty awesome.
friday i hung out with random peopla, and we went to waffle house at midnight
then saturday me &heather & lauren went to the beach and it was fun.
right now i'm talkin to DJ on yahoo messenger

its really hot.
i want a new car