Have you ever woken up one morning completely happy and satisfied with everything going on?

I did this morning. :] I seriously love life right now. It's at it's best right now, and it's just going to get better.

Quite frankly, I'm tired of being second place for everything.
I might as well just quit now, before I just get let down more.
Because we all know what happens.
It all gets taken from me, by someone who's a little more "better" for the part.

WVU looks amazing.
I think I wanna go there.
And I'm going there in like 2 or 3 weeks.
To see Mr. Brian Dunar with Noelle <33
Can you say, trouble? I can. And I love it.

she's a real big bitch.
and i'm glad she's outta my life.
fuckyouhoe. :]

Tonight I went to Max & Erma's with the bitties.We ate food. It was good. Then we went to a party in Harborcreek, and I drew a belly button, a nipple ring, and other stuff on this guy. And then he let me write sex on his stomach, and draw on his bellybutton. It was sweet as balls, pretty much. And I tried to make this guy believe I was 25. And then ( Read more... )

I got my closure. It's kind of hard to believe that Kyle, after all this time of him lying to my face, was the one who did it. And that he had no reason to do it at all. That he did it on a dare, and that it's so funny that people messed my car up, just so they could have something to do for the night. I'm glad he finally confessed though, ( Read more... )

Noelle is seriously my psychiatrist, and professional advice giver. She pretty much diagnosed me to the bone. I need to stop keeping my feelings in. I need to tell people how I feel, as I'm feeling it. Because other wise, I end up how I am right now. Not eating, with the exception of the times I do eat, it comes back up or I barely eat at all ( Read more... )

The dentist gave me spacers.
I can't eat.
And I tripped over a gate like four times.
And it's blizzarding out.
And I can't go to school tomorrow. Because I hurt too much. :[

AND I LOVE KATRINA GOOD, AND SARAH TROTT. BECAUSE THEY MAKE MY LIFE.

I deleted all of my old entries, because they mean absolutely nothing. I don't know why, but I've been kind of depressed lately. Actually, fuck that. I do know why, but I don't feel like sharing because certain people will tell me to get over it, and I don't feel like dealing with that person. Considering they seem to talk about me a lot behind my ( Read more... )