I wish I didn't let go of God's hand so often. Because when I do, I get scared. Things that seem so certain, aren't. And good feelings don't last forever. Life isn't easy and it isn't always fun. But life is worth it. The life God has to offer at least. That's what I'm going after.

Goodnight.
~Kassidy

And I am still awake. This is getting very old. I need sleep more than I've ever needed anything. Well, except maybe a shower that first week I was in the hospital. Big toss-up. I think sleep wins as biggest need ( Read more... )

I want so badly to be rid of this computer and my reliance on it but I can't deny the power it has over me. AIM and e-mail consume me sometimes. Thankfully, it's nowhere as bad as it could be/has been. I get real interaction with people now. For the most part. There are lots of times that I'm wishing for more than I have but now isn't the time I ( Read more... )

So I totally thought that I updated this the other day. I guess I never clicked the button. So my update is lost forever. Wasn't that exciting, it's all good ( Read more... )

In two days, I will be in Goshen and will have seen Daniel. For that I'm thankful. I'm also thankful that in 3 days I will have seen all of my girls again. Break feels as though it's lasted forever. I got to go see Christina for a few days in Flanigan and had a lot of fun. She and I got something for Susie (my RD) that she is going to absolutely ( Read more... )

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!

Family is great in small quantities. This quantity is a lot larger than I'd prefer.
I love my family. God loves me! God loves my family! I love my family!

Time to play games!
~Kassidy

So last night I talked with my cousin who has lived a pretty rough life. I was telling her about second chances when it comes to physical relationships. About how God wants to forgive her and allow her to start over fresh. I wish I'd listen to my own words about second chances. I'm so good at messing up. At getting off track and going in my own ( Read more... )

But if I could, I'd say I'm loved about a 2 on a scale where 100 was high. Today's been a slow day with e-mails even though I'm waiting for quite a few replies from people. I'll just keep waiting ( Read more... )

It's Christmas break. That's wierd. What's weirder is that it's been Christmas break since Thursday at 11:30. Crazy! You may be wondering what I have done so far....well, not much. Thursday I had lunch with some of my favorite people in the world: Tracy Buller, Bonnie and Austin Birkey and Daniel. I then spent the rest of the day with Bonnie. ( Read more... )

For being an insensitive person, I cry and feel pain pretty easily. It is so hard on me when I find out I hurt someone. Especially someone I love. I don't understand why I say things and do things that do not convey how important they are to me. My prayer is that God will continue working in my life so that I'm able to fully love people the way ( Read more... )