So today is the day that many people have been waiting for: the Super Bowl Sunday that the Colts are one of the two teams! GO COLTS ( Read more... )

until my basketball game. I can't believe that my team has to play basketball at 10 or 10:30 for all of our games. NOT COOL! Why didn't they give the late games to the men? They always stay up late anyway. Grr. So I need to finish my workbook for premarital stuff. Daniel and I are going to discuss it tomorrow but I won't get a chance to work on it ( Read more... )

I no longer want to try maintaining friendships that get hard. I'm tired of being hurt. My heart doesn't want to deal with the pain any more. I'm going to become a recluse. I quit ( Read more... )

I'm struggling to be content with the present. I'm ready for the future to start. Soon.

I didn't realize it's 7:50. I have to go. I hope to be back soon to let things out.

~Me

is to hold and be held by Daniel. Night time is a hard time for me. Especially on days that I don't get to see him or talk to him at all. It should not be possible to attend the same church as someone and not see them once. That should be even more true of multiple people that I do not see at all during a given Sunday. I don't like it. I need to be ( Read more... )

but I just haven't had the desire to journal. Well, that's not exactly true. I have had the desire to journal but I am either not able to get on my computer and type or I can't find the words when I start. So I just always close the page ( Read more... )

Today is my last day of babysitting 4 days a week. Monday I move into the house and start cross country. I have two-a-days all that week and then the following Monday I start my new fall schedule ( Read more... )

All of those days have to do with Daniel. Pathetic? Maybe, but I can't help myself. He's the majority of what's on my mind these days. Daniel, NCLEX in 10 or 11 months, Daniel, future wedding, graduation in April/finishing with my BSN from Goshen College in May, Daniel, Children's church stuff, Daniel, how awesome living in Hospital House this next ( Read more... )

from life as I know it. I guess I'll kind of get that next week with Cross Country becoming my entire life for the week. *Groan* I'm going to die next week. Seriously. I'm so out of shape. My body hates running. I hate mornings. Thankfully our "morning" runs next week are at 8, not 6:45 like I've been trying to do. And I won't have been with kids ( Read more... )

I don't feel well today. I'm tired, achy, my chest is tight, my head is full of pressure. The sun is not shining today which makes me want to sleep. The boys are so talkative and I just want to tape their mouths shut. I let them play on the computer instead. Leah is down for a nap so I should go take advantage of this quiet time. But I am ( Read more... )