So, last night was probably a bad night...and when i say probably i mean definitely a bad night since i got dumped two years ago by a guy i thought (and now, i know i did) loved. But it wasnt as bad as that was. I guess, i can say, i knew what was coming to me, but if you know me at all you know i always look for the best in people-never seeing the ( Read more... )

i high right now. it feels good and im happy and dont give a gfuck about a fuck about what ahappend tonight concidering kwevin. i dont sdeserve him...or amaybe its the other way around. ashleys thinkgs that i have a void in my life that im trying t o fill with a guy. and i know what its is its love. i neeed attentioin and love. i ned someone. ( Read more... )

this sucks

i miss him so much. im starting to feel weighed and slighted from this
and today im going to prob see chris and help ash with that drawing thing. kevin, whats keeping you back from me/ from this.

havent slept in a few days, and my brain turned to complete mush today while driving and just about everything. i got lost going to kevins house...helllo! i use to live right near him. But i am proud of myself for mastering backing out of his tricky driveway...i must say, hes proud of me for that. He was all like, "Wow, look at you, Miss. Hot Shot ( Read more... )

I have to say im pretty depressed/upset. I want to say, but i dont want to, to like, everyone. its kinda od embrassing.....cuz i want to be liked. i do, who doesnt. maybe ill tell you all about this sometime when its less sensitive ( Read more... )

soooo folks...im bored and i miss kev. ohhh wellls. tomorrow is gonna be OK. Work then class then Ash's-my bitch. <33 sooo im seriously thinking about getting an Audi but ifs i dooo my parents say that ill have to help around the house..which we all know caitlin doesnt do manual labor! thats why we have maids ppl!!!!!!!!so true, anyways, i wanna ( Read more... )

so yeah, im bored. but i have tond of homework to do-which blow. I have a take home test the size of texas, 3 papers, and my finals i need to study for and then, not to metion my added stress...if it causes you more stress than happiness-it prob. isnt such a good thing. as what chris said. I mean, yeah, i knew it all along. Sometimes you jsut need ( Read more... )

so tonight was a fuckin bomdiggity night. Got to see Nick, Curtis <3, Bren, Justin, Dalio, Katie <3, Aleks, Frank, and others! I hadnt been to taco night in forever due to monday night class..but it was presidents day (yesterday) and wow yeah im so glad i went and "recapped" as Curtis said. curtis and i have bee chillin a lot lately, hes the shit ( Read more... )

Im OK...argh ( Read more... )