so its so good to have a crush again. its the chase i love. but the thing is, with this guy i dont think i can have a relationship with not just because he has a girl, but he works for my father! annnnd when do i ever have time to see him....but aww we hit off so well. awww it was like stars bursting out of the universe right into my heart <3 ( Read more... )

I cant even begin to day how crazy, fucke-up, and un-fun this summer has been thus far. It all kinda tummblde down with that whole really dumb ass ghetto party then my grandmothers death, and 2 months later i finally realize it will take me a good long time to over it even a little bit. She was one of my favorite ppls i know. I would just go over ( Read more... )

shes making me go crazy. shes like so fuckin aaaaagh idk ( Read more... )

i got kicked out ..again. life sucks blah blah. im stressed out so fuckin much ( Read more... )

its hot ( Read more... )

i had a dream about kevin this morning. it was nice, but oh so cruel at the same time. he called me wanting to know if i would go to the movies with him. and then he told me about an apartment he was getting in Reading...idk even know where that is....but at least its an actual place! ahah ( Read more... )

yesterday and part of today=wow...in a bad way ( Read more... )

so yeah last night...i cant even really say how weird it was. especially if one is not prepared for such things. My sister and I are the closest grandkids to my granparents...we spent more time with them as kids and still try to. My grandmother can cry in front of me because she knows she doesnt have much time left, she couldnt even ask my other ( Read more... )

so this week im going to be uber busy ...and maybe thats a good thing to get my mind of some things that have been dwelling up their for some time ( Read more... )

today was shitty ( Read more... )