Current Weight 206 ( Read more... )

Under 195. this is f*cking ridiculous...I cannot stop my overeating ( Read more... )

I have had it. I am tired of my fake promises to myself to change. I am tired of my compulsive eating, and putting my life on hold. I am no better than an alcoholic who cant control himself around alcohol, only my booze is food ( Read more... )

I dont write much lately cuz I'm not exactly doing well on the ole diet plan. In fact, I have gained back weight. I dont want to mention numbers, as it is much too depressing! I'm down of course, but not beaten. Its back to the drawing board yet again. As long as I dont give up, I know I'll get there ( Read more... )

I am once again starting over, and this tiime, i am determiend to stay on track ( Read more... )

Well....I have to say, I'm feeling a bit of a failure at the present moment. I've gained back 6 pounds to bring me up to 191. Now in the grand scheme of things...I'm still down 53 pounds, which is an impressive number...but keep in mind I've been wresting with the same 10 pounds all summer long..its just ridiculous ( Read more... )

Diet wise not so good. I have been an eating machine these last couple of weeks. Luckily, I've managed to only put a few pounds back on, but it definitely could be alot worse ( Read more... )

I have been on a week long binge!! I think it is stress related..my mom had to go in the hospital on friday, Im starting a new job on tuesday, i think my anxiety levels were up and I was just craving food ( Read more... )

Well...for a while now I have been able to get clothes at the "regular" people store! pardon the description...what I mean is stores other than Lane Bryant and Avenue...I had a real victory last thursday when i was able to get into a size 14 jeans!!! yea go me!! Granted they are the stretchy kind.... Today for giggles I went into Lane Bryant, and ( Read more... )

I'm on a rolleroaster ride again..Up n down, up n down... I can't seem to stay good long enough to have a really good loss. Lately, I just want to munch....and its almost like I feel justified because I've been under alot of stress lately. Thats no excuse though; life is always goin to have stress and ups n downs. i have to stop this comfort ( Read more... )