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Birthday
It's my birthday in 5 minutes. It's been a tumultuous few days but I'm grateful for another year and all that it has brought and all that it will soon bring. Thanks for being there for me friends. I'm looking forward to continuing our friendships even if you won't live down the hall from me or go to college anymore (or other silly things like that -
The next day
Still having a hard time. I've officially lost a friend until I can gain their trust back and until this person gains their friends trust back. And the crazy thing is, I really shouldn't have been that close to this person in the first place, this leading me to realize that I never really recovered from losing them the first and other time(s)... ( Read more... ) -
Facebook
No facebook for a while. It was just one of those things - I noticed I was on too much and would rather use that time for other things. It's deactivated for now but I know its easy for others to use to get a hold of me so I'll probably get back on when people start talking about not being able to reach me (i.e. when school gets back in next week). ( Read more... ) -
UPDATE
said girl (whom I like a lot) really likes me too but thinks the age difference is too much, annnd "really wishes it were different". bittersweet if i ever heard it ( Read more... ) -
Why am I the way I am?
I swear there's like, something in the universe that tells girls to not talk to me at all for some long period, and then all of a sudden all appear at one time. I don't like that Universe. A steady flow of them would be much appreciated. Kthx.
Anyways, I wonder if I'm ever gonna be a ho. I don't really know why I feel so stingy with my body but part ( Read more... ) -
Its slowing down... I think
These first two weeks of the year have been absolutely Craaaaaazy. I just filled out my time card to get paid and I've worked over 60 hours over a course of 8 days. Who knew I'd signed up for that? I know I didn't. Anyways, the administrators at the department have been realllly helpful and they're gonna help me remind my director about the fact ( Read more... ) -
Women
It's funny how some things end faster than they start. Me & homegirl are done apparently as she hasn't contacted me in a few days. No biggie. It was kind of a lot of pressure to try & act older all the time. Of course it did suck to be kicked to the curb (mind you this wasn't done maturely, she just decided not to answer my calls or texts all of a ( Read more... ) -
School
I'm doing way too much already. Please don't let me fall apart people. Thanks -
Home Sweet Home
Back from South Africa. Awesome trip. So tired though (my body thinks I just stayed up all night and that its 9am, gahhh). I'm so excited to be back home and just get to chillen with friends/studying for a class I'm taking this fall. Yea, I know that sounds ambitious, but really its just me covering my ass for a class I f***ed up in the first time ( Read more... ) -
Who Me? What could you possibly wanna know?
I figured it would be appropriate for my first entry to be something about my personality/self as a whole. I could sit here and talk about myself and pretend to understand "all that is me" really well or i could let a couple pictures and a fairly accurate summary from a personality test do it for me, with a few qualifiers.
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trait ( Read more... )