It's 1:23 a.m and I can't sleep ( Read more... )

When she has a significant other because in my mind that means she's not trying to get at you ( Read more... )

About an hour ago I was dirt poor and didn't think I had anyway of recovering, well I did, but my pride always keeps me from being helped ( Read more... )

I realize how disconnected I am ( Read more... )

I spent the night doing something I shouldn't have been doing and something I didn't want to do. I skipped class went to a vigil then went to a poetry slam that was sooooo "fresh" as kat would say ( Read more... )

I realize I may have to sell my soul to live in San Luis next year. Very interesting. I've been searching for places left and right and I thought on campus housing would work out, but they have lotto on that shit and seriously, who is that lucky? Not me. I was hoping next year I wouldn't have to worry about making rent or any other utility payment ( Read more... )

What I believe:
I believe in me, in negative energies, in positive energies,in a higher power, in love, in good, in bad, in spirits, in that the demons are your own personal demons, in fate, in free will, in the super natural.

I don't believe:
In blaming a higher power for anything bad or everything bad in your life,

To be continued

Talk about reality check ( Read more... )

I've never had a problem with walking alone and I should. There's just something about walking alone at night with the stars above my head, trying to find my way back home, and the night air surrounding me. The night before I had the best night. It's a great surprise having the best time in an unexpected place. In a place you expected to feel ( Read more... )

I have yet to master trying to explain myself when words just aren't enough
This feeling is like when you first start to like someone
That flutter that fairytale-ness
Everything is hazy and fluffy
Happy and filled with possibility

I just finished watching the Gymnast and that movie made me feel like that.
I can't wait to move out on my own.