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[saywhat_youmean]

My hair smells stale,
I've been running my hands through it.
They smell stale now too.
I need to shower.
My senses feel heightened lately.
I can see, smell, feel, and taste everything.
My eyes feel heavy.
My mom bought a new shower curtain,
it smells strongly of plastic.
It reminds me of the floats you buy for the pool.
Lately I get the feeling that I'm not

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[eleganceisdead]

Do you ever get the feeling that you are scared of the beginning?
Do you ever get the feeling that somewhere you know you exist, but fail to realize the impact your life has on others?

Do you ever realize, that the love you offer everyone, stems from something deeper and greater than even words can offer a meaning of.

Ellie, your life, as gentile as it seems, is something that is capable of being amazing. Your life, is one that few posess and even fewer can fathom. You live a life of independence and purity, a skill that takes years to obtain, and you don't realize, that the impact you will leave will touch everyone forever.

Just be sure to know elle, that no matter what you are loved by someone, somewhere at all times, and your heart will beat, and your blood will boil, and the sunrise will be with you everymorning.

You are loved and always will be.

xo

[destroyyourface]

i cant even tell you how much i can relate to that.

[loveinabottle]

I feel weird in the same way. I think I am really depressed and I just try to cover it up. All the time lately I feel more and more strange. I miss you so much. I feel like you have gone to see Nikki like 3 times since I moved here and no one has come to see me once. I have been here for 5 months and I feel that everyone has forgotten me. I am so lonely Ellie. I miss how we have about 5763765736 inside jokes,and don't have to say anything to know what the other is thinking. I miss just hanging out with you, and smiling and laughing,and driving to Canton just to get chocolate soy milk at 2am. I have "friends" here but they are not real. They are circumstantial, and if you are not where they hang out they don't care about you. I miss us.
<3,Sophie
P.S.:I don't think you were talking about me, but I AM VERY SORRY that I suck at calling you. Like I said I have been really depressed and it's hard to do simple things like call your best girl...I am sorry luv.

[saywhat_youmean]

Darlin the only reason I've been able to go see Nikki is because my parents have gone down and I didn't have to worry about $$$.
I want to come see you so bad, I am just in a really tight spot right now.
Call me and I'll explain.
I miss us too sweetpea. You can ask anyone, I talk about you all the time and how we are soul mates and how much I miss you. Everytime I think about you moving back I do a little dance. I have no friends here really, I hang out with no one. I hang out with Kelsey and the girls once in a blue moon.
I need my best friend back. I miss going to Ingles EVERY sunday just to get pissed because they were closed. I miss vagina shoe magnet.
I miss having somone that understands EVERYTHING i say, think, and feel without even having to try.
Are you still coming to apartment hunt in April? I really fuckin hope so.
I need to see you. I need to hug you. I need to have inside jokes with you.
Please call me soon.

[loveinabottle]

I adore you.
I am calling you back tomorrow night <333