I have felt completely lost the past two days.
I can't think straight. I can't feel normal.
I feel so lost.
Can't we stop this?
No more fighting. No more hate.
Can't we just talk this out like rational adults?
It can be ok. It doesn't have to be like this.
It doesn't have to be perfect. It just needs to be ok.
I don't think either of us can handle this.
You ( Read more... )

Just breath.

I know it hurts now
but, I assure you, it will get better with time.
Please try to understand that I am only giving you what you asked for.
what you said you wanted.
I know it hurts.
I hurt just as bad...I can promise you that.
In time we will both be ok.
Our hearts will heal.
and although we will never forget each other,
and we will never stop loving each ( Read more... )

...and memories.


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Fuck. It has been such a bad day.
First, I wake up with a sore throat, a headache, coughing.
So, i had to miss school.
Then, I realized that I am pretty sure I have a fucking UTI.
And now...You're leaving.
Sure, not today or tomorrow, but someday....someday soon.
Fuck. I feel like a part of my heart has been torn to my chest.
It's been packaged, boxed, ( Read more... )

Scratch that last entry....thank god =)

I think it's really over this time.....

Here is your couple's love horoscope
for Sunday, February 4:

Even though there's something about
your partner that is going to irk you in a
big way today, you need to hold your
tongue until later. It will be way too easy
for things to blow out of proportion.

Should've read this earlier today,
should've followed it's advice.
2 fucking days.
Fuck.
It ( Read more... )

I'm really not sure how to feel right now.
My heart feels heavy, but I think it is for the best.
All I want is your happiness.
I always hoped that it could be with me, that we could make this work.
I think we could, i think we could be so happy.
For some reason, we just but heads too much.
I want to fix it....
There'd have to be a system to it.
There's ( Read more... )

So, I got some extra hours in at work today.
When the assisstant manager gets back from vacation, she is going to talk to our manager about making me a Sales Leader.
I hope I get the promotion.
It'll mean more money and more hours for me.
Which will also mean a happier Ellie!
Things are finally straight between me and the boy that has my heart.
For now, ( Read more... )