I think I am stressed out.
I feel like something is wrong, but I don't know what, it is something internal.
Not internal physical, but internal emotional/mental.
I feel on the verge of tears, but I don't understand why.
Physically wrong is external.
For some reason I have little tiny bumps all over my shoulders and upper back, and now it is spreading to ( Read more... )

Do you ever just feel like nobody cares at all?

I started my first day of school on Tuesday.

I have Art Appreciation on tuesdays and thursdays from 9:30am-10:45am

Musice Appreciation on tues and thurs from 11:30am-12:45am

Math 080 on tues and thurs from 5pm-7:20pm

English/Expository Writing on Mondays and Wednesdays from 6pm-7:15pm

And on top of being a full time student, I also work 40 hour ( Read more... )

I envy every girl you touch.
I envy every girl you kiss.
I envy every girl that stands a chance.

Envy is a terrible thing.
Uncontrolable. Uncontainable.

Erase it. Erase you.

Is that the answer?

What do I do?

So here is my last attempt.
An attempt not to care.
An attempt not to feel.

Does it ever really work?

I'm just not sure.

What's the harm in trying.
Let's give it one last shot.
Not sure I have much choice.
This heart is worn and weak.
I need a solution.
I need not to care.

Wow, I am so incredibley bummed right now....
I don't get to go see Mae tomorrow. Andrew had to bail due to a lack of cash.
I was looking so forward to that concert too =(.

That is my life....

I love Damien Rice.
His music is beautiful.
His lyrics are beautiful.
His voice is beautiful.
Man, do I feel lonely lately....

I can never describe my mood anymore.
People ask "How are you?" and I never really know how to answer truthfully, so simply say "I'm good" or "I'm ok".
I'm going through a weird phase, I don't really feel like I know who I am ( Read more... )