Long time no update. After a while I guess people get too lazy to update these things alot ( Read more... )

Things will Ellie are going good except I'm really worried about her. She's cutting again. And she's being stubborn about getting help. I just don't want to lose her, but then again I don't wnat her to keep doing it. Tough descions egh.

I've talked to Darcy a few times in the past couple of days. It's good to know she's doing much better. I can ( Read more... )

I should update this everyday or something. I end up forgeting things if I don't.

So, Ellie's my girlfriend. You all knew that by her post with a 'great' picture of me anyways though. It was bound to happen sooner or later afterall. She came over yesterday. I've been longing to kiss her for weeks, and when we finaly did I felt so great. But, in ( Read more... )

Today's been interesting, to say the least.

Amy and I went swimming earlier since it was wicked hot out. That was pretty fun. And I was thinking, how hard would it be to drown if you knew how to swim? Random, but a good question. What do you guys think?

Later I hung out with Darcy. She wasn't in too good a mood, not that I made it better.. We ( Read more... )

((Sorry I didn't update at all over the week. School was taking up my time. >_Joey decided last night I wasn't getting out enough lately. Totally random. So, he got me tickets to a concert. I think he just wanted me out of the house. He did let Ang sleep over her friends house, which is something he rarly lets her do. So, the concert was awesome. ( Read more... )

Joey's out with some relatives earlier, so I watched Ang. Ash came over. That was good except we watched lots of cartoons. It's so confusing. I think I may still like her, but then again, I think I like Ellie. I was talking to Amy for a while online. When she's not drunk, she's really cool. We talked about a whole bunch of differnt things. College ( Read more... )

Lately, I've been thinking alot more about how I'm incapable of having relationships. Seriously, everything I do ends up wrong. I don't even understand how to fix it once I mess up. Apoligizing doesn't work, and I can't even think of anything else to try ( Read more... )