So much has happened so I won't even try to recap it. Anyways, that's not really the point of this. It's to put thoughts on paper not every detail of my life. It's kind of crazy to think of the amount of life that has happened since my last entry 8 years ago. I am a lawyer now, have been for awhile. I have an interesting job and I work way too much ( Read more... )

I know this pain. I can work with this. I've been here before. But damn I forgot how much it hurts.

"There's a moment to seize every time that we meet ( Read more... )

There is nowhere to go but forward.

I guess that's all any if us have. This limited time and the best we can do with it is tell the truth. Not some universal and objective truth but the world as we see it at that given moment. It's who we are and it makes us real to each other ( Read more... )

Wow, that happend fast. All it takes is just a couple of words. All the rebuilding I did, I thought I was fine. I thought I could handle it. I thought I wasn't invested. But I was so wrong ( Read more... )

If this course doesn't make you insane I don't know what will ( Read more... )

"He comes back to tell me he's gone
As if I didn't know that
As if I didn't know my own bed
As if I'd never noticed
The way he brushed the hair from his forehead

Losing love is like a window in your heart
Everybody sees you're blown apart
Everybody sees the wind blow"

-Graceland, Paul Simon (just a bit modified)

It never meant anything. I did it again and created stories in my head. I let myself have so strong feelings for someone I knew would never return them. Could never return them. But it made it so much easier. It made me happy and free. And it hurts so much when you think you’re special to someone and it turns out you’re not ( Read more... )

Do you remember telling me you found the sweetest thing of all?

You said just one day of this was worth dying for.

So be thankful you knew him at all...