holy shit. i haven't written anything in quite a bit ( Read more... )

i graduated. i don't feel very different. hmm.
emily tried to call me twice during graduation but i couldn't answer the phone. that sucked.
my aunt and uncle are down for my graduation. that's cool.
and i got a blanket. *grins*

i went to my first graduation of the year, emerson's. and now i'm far too excited for mine on saturday.

so..i'm no longer very upset..at all. but i feel like shit. i'm sore and i have a monster headache. and work was shitty. but it's all good.

i wish she would talk to me though.

...but...it's only like 3 weeks til emily's here. *grins* the love of my life returns. and life shall be not shitty again.

fuck me. god is a dick.

nick hates me. *shrug*

and now i'm super depressed cause i have to buy a dress and i'm going to look like a man in a dress. not fun.

sometime i wonder what it is about my mentality that keeps me from doing things i really really want to do. i don't understand myself and i wish i did. emily understands herself pretty well ( Read more... )

i've been accepted to uco...nevermind that they have a 95 percent acceptance rate.

hmm. today is my first official date with lily...to the dog thing at the backdoor coffehouse. and i now have enough money to pay for my flight to paris. woot!