My head is pounding. I love this awful headaches I get. They feel like borderline migranes. Whew. I'm sure staring at a computer screen is not going to help my poor head any. Oh well, I haven't updated in awhile so I figured I might as well while I'm just sitting here ( Read more... )

I should be doing laundry. I should be packing. There are alot of things I should be doing, but my lack of motivation today has prevented me from completeing my tasks. After I write in here some I need to take a load o' laundry down to the second floor. I always realize how much shit I have when I have to pack it all up. It's hard being ( Read more... )

1) Using band names spell out your name ( Read more... )

It's hard to update this thing when I'm never near a computer. When I am in my room I usually don't feel much like updating. I figured since I'm taking a break from writing a paper I would leave something of an update here. Not a whole lot has been going on. I've been over at El's alot and it's basically been alot of the same - school.. random ( Read more... )

The 4th was Eleanor and I's one month anniversery. Who would have that? That seems to be our slogan. Alot of people didn't think we would last a week let alone a month. I can definetly see myself staying with her for quite some time. I'm hoping so anyway. When I leave i don't doubt it will be difficult on the both of us, but I believe that we ( Read more... )

So, home it is. I'm not quite as upset as I thought I would be. My parents took it great and support me 110%, as usual. I talked to my RA, Michelle, and she said it was good that I recognized I am having a problem and that it sounds like I am taking the best action. It's always good when someone you respect also respects and supports your ( Read more... )

So what do you do when you constantly feel like a fuck up? If you happen to have the answer to that question please let me know. It's looking like I might not be coming back to Peace next semester. Even if I could I more than likely could not play softball. So, right now I'm trying to figure out what to do about this awful situation that I have ( Read more... )

Sitting at El's. Just got out of the shower. Oh man, I'm tired. Seems to be a trend developing. Most of the time when I write in here I start it off with how exhuasted I am. Well, lately that's been the case. I don't know why I've been so run down lately. Not like I have been doing a whole lot. Maybe that's it. I used to be so active and ( Read more... )

Whew. What a night. Lastnight was pretty crazy. Good crazy though. Went to that party at Gina and Jenell's with Jodi, Kel, Tia, Kaitlyn, Shields, and her friend. Of course there were ALOT more people there, but that's who I rode up there with. We got there before everyone - around 10:30 - and started drinking immediatly. Of course we were in ( Read more... )

Time to wake up! I just got taking a nice little nap, so I am now in the process of getting my party juices flowing. Gina and Jenell are having a costume party tonight and of course I will be attending. This can't be like last party though. The theme of that little get together was a "PJ Party." We wore pajamas and they made pj. I had gotten ( Read more... )