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victor hugo's "mushroom" (1850) strikes me as uncanny.

http://accessories.us.dell.com/sna/productdetail.aspx?c=us&l=en&s=dfh&cs=22&sku=A1131299

check out the first consumer product review and i can very nearly promise that you'll be more disgusted than i am with my life.

subservience for life. perhaps this is a motto we should all adopt. it stretches from bottom to top, across all walks of life and lingers among all concentrations. there are ways to mold the system to one's egotistical desires, but these options are often difficult and unattractive, especially when one is presented with the dichotomy of a $30,000 ( Read more... )

nothing makes me want to puke more than business socials. i don't even want to hear about them. what could possibly make me more ill than looking at the website for the cmu boc? fucking nothing.

i love parallel sentence structures.

my bleeding heart.

i know i'm not supposed to, but i'm thinking about some of the couples i tangentially know and what they're doing after graduation and i can't help but feel sad.

i had another terrifying dream about you. and i woke up at exactly 3.

i never would have smoked then. but i am smoking now. i don't know why. i stopped for almost a week and i didn't need to smoke. no cravings. no withdrawal. but i'm doing it now.
then again you never would have done what then what you do now. [at least not with me]
[memory / change].
sweet bean snacks and chopsticks.