well kicked out of my moms house came out here to get a car and a job ..selling the car I got, my mom kicked me out..the whole jessica tyhing is going downhill real quick. I think I need some professional help

what is love, is it crying over someone, is it wanting the best for someone, is it making the extra effort to see them. How do you show love, is it by saying I love you, is it by showing I love you, is it by letting go of something to make the other happy. I know I love, I cant explain it, I cant put words to it, I cant say list 1-10 are the ( Read more... )

always so weird feeling like something is missing or should have been said but wasnt or something was said but wasnt meant, I dunno just maybe me expecting to much, hwo knows but then it is a cath 22 if I dont do this then I get this if I do this then I dont get that, an e-mail and 2 calls today maybe I am just paranoid but I dunno just makes me ( Read more... )

well if a week is all we have for now then let this week be the best time ever. I am ona try to let the sad shi go and focus on all of the happy. Jess I am gonna miss you so much but for now you are here with me, lets have some fun in the words of you AND me.

I am happy but so anxious, are you gonna call, is that you now, when are ya gonna call, do you want to hold my hand or is it pitty, so many questions, thta I have no answers for, what do I do.....continue, keep on goin, this is life. If she decides that I am not the one for her and there uis something better out there, then I have to lie down and ( Read more... )

had a tequilla night tonight finished our last shot of the bottle at 7 am me and warren, truckin through the pain. These are the nights/mornings that define a college stero type. I was drinking until sunrise and now it is almost 8 am and I am up, still buzzin, still chillen I think I( am gonna turn in thorugh , and maybe try and be productive ( Read more... )

an island to be stuck on ( Read more... )

its my burff day

fuck this shit I am having some fun and letting go. Single and ready to mingle as the saying goes. Who wants a mustache ride

there is no reason to be mad, calm down Loryn, no reason let this go, shge is moving on, get over it, she has moved on, time for you to also. Gotta stop caring about this, gotta stop caring about who she see's or hangs out with, or is with. I have to get rid of this hurt on my heart