what should I do
what should I say
how should I act
should I let my heart control me
who are we now
can we be together
will it work out
what should I do

Just got out of the shower, nice and clean mmmmm. Tonight I think I am just gonna chille, this weekend is pretty slack. Tubbs went to gainesvile, bryan left to go to gainesvile also, so its just me chillen. Hung out with Kenny and Jason last night for a while and gonna most likely hang out with them again. Uhh got nothign to say beyond this. I ( Read more... )

Well here I am up at 6 30 am been up since 10 yesterday morning. I am tired but for some reason when my eyes close they wont stay closed. I think I might be needing some tylenol pm or something to get me to sleep. I kno why I am up, it is always the same reason. I am just not ready to let Jessica go yet. I still have our pics up, I am doing a ( Read more... )

It is time to stop all of this.  Time to stop checking up on her.  I have to go, I cant stand and watch this happen.  Jessica Marie Wren I love you with all of my heart and always will but now I have to go, for good.  I love you so much.  Good Bye

well here I am. I dont know what to say. I have nothing really on my mind except one thing. I have to get it off my mind or it will kill me. I am so sorry, I hope you are better without me. I hope this was the right thing to do. I know now you will find someone who is nice and respectfull twards you. It wasnt me, it wasnt my place to be with ( Read more... )

I am fucking over this LJ shit, look at what it does makes me sad gets me in trouble that needs not be there, I am over it, was fun while it lasted, but fuck this I am out

For some reason it seems to me that I am confused about jessica all the time. I just dont get her, she actually boggles my mind in the fact that her shit doesnt line up sometimes. Like ok blahg blha blah lj is a jpournla ok but it is still online so I know you are going to see this. But when you lj says I have decided agaisnt coming up to ( Read more... )

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Fuck I cant sleep been up since 11 or so last morning. I tried to go to sleep but I couldnt so I got up and fucked around a bit on the comp, got some Hw done watched Alto Brown and Good eats a good show fyi. Tired to get on eq but I think the servers are down, tried playting empire earth but it isnt loading up checked some other shit for eq, I ( Read more... )

Well, I dunno I think the reason I get upset is b/cI get confused I feel like a fuckin monkey, I wanna throw somepoo when I get confused...not really but anyway. So since kids have been able to underatdn that making fun of others is enjoyable for some reason I have been at the but of their jokes, I got it for being fat I got it for being named ( Read more... )