two months ago i woke up with no feeling in my legs and feet. well last week i had a CT scan done and I found out the results today. I have a bulging disc and it looks like i will need surgery to fix it. there goes my lifestyle for the rest of this year.

Have a CT Scan in the morning to find out why I can no longer feel my legs and can barely walk anymore. It is being done on my spine, my doctor does not have any idea what might be wrong. This really sucks, lost feeling about 3 weeks before ice storm hit and have been waiting since right before X-mas to have the CT Scan done ( Read more... )

Thank You For Stopping ( Read more... )

did everyone take a hiatus from posting this weekend? well was up til 5:30 this morning and was woken up at 10. no biggie there, i am getting my brakes done today, finally.

I really feel the need to be tattooed right now. i wanna feel the needle going in and out of my skin. god i am bored.

I am bored out of my skull. i am doing school work, watching movies and chatting online and i am bored. this really sucks.

Pocket Tazer Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who ( Read more... )

well three months after getting over my bout with this illness and i have had a relapse. this is just one month after a doctor told me i would not have to worry about it ever again. i hate being lied to. this really sucks. it is not as painful as last time, but because of the fucking meds i have to take i have to be extremely careful of wearing my ( Read more... )

sometimes i never learn. i have picked up a stray dog and once again it is one that tries to take advantage of me. and of course i let him. we are not dating but i am always broke, and if i tell him no he makes me feel guilty because i do. we have sex or i should say he asks if we can but it is only him that gets off. i am just there like a blowup ( Read more... )

Did I really say a month ago that I miss having Gerry around me all the time. Holy shit, I think I have gotten used to the quiet and solitude in my car, because now that he is out of jail, I am going insane. He got out yesterday finally and with no one having to bail him out. They could not hold him any longer and the existing charges, actually ( Read more... )